Pizza - Adiam Dymott

LEND ME SOME SUGAR,

I AM YOUR NEIGHBOUR!

"If I burst into flames, I'm okay with that."

Research and stuff.

I was thinking about this yesterday.
I wonder what our lives would be like if we didn't have our nails.
What is their function?
Why do they exist?
Why?!
So, I am going to keep track, on monday, what things I need my nails for and then I'm gonna report this back to you.
Why?
Why not?!
Gosh.

It sucks when you realise that something that could have been at least semi-something with someone is over.

Hades.

These pictures are slightly retarded and I'll really miss Cassie, I do miss her, it sucks that I don't get to see her (almost) everyday in school.

In her blog she stated that if I were to be a Disney character, I would be Cinderella because I help people or whatever.

If Cassie would be a Disney character, she would be Hades, from Hercules.

Because, I love him, I think he's funny, he wants power and he's not very popular because nobody really gets him. He's got a weird sense of humour and yeah. BUT there are those who does get him, (SHEISSE my english grammatics are going downhill..) and these people are awesome. like.. I dono.

Me! Hope I didn't offend Cassie now, cuz saying that she would be Hades, coming from me, is a compliment (SPELL?! geez I'm a retard) because I LOVE Hades!!!

He's hilarious.

So sick of lovesongs so tired of tears

haha don't know why I wrote that but yeah..
What I AM sick of though is being alone at home.
I miss my dad and my stepmom, I miss my stepmom's cooking so so so much
I'll start to cry soon, I need my family!!
I mean, I have always enjoyed being alone at home, ever since I was little I preferred to stay home when my mom and my siblings went shopping snacks and whatnots every friday at ÖB, haha.
But now I am so tired of eating pasta and leftovers, so tired of not having anyone to hug!
I mean ok I have been at my mom's this weekend but still, I returned to an empty apartment.
So yay tomorrow my stepmom's coming home and yay hugs!
I am going to study some more history now, have a test tomorrow, on thursday and friday. Fun times.

I'll be going home to Mamma soon! :)

Gustaaaaav

This is my bro, Gustav, 2006 when we were packing up stuff in the apartment in Japan.

He must've lost his head.

A little pea.

I was just thinking of something.
I envy peopz with blogs with pictures of themselves everywhere and beautiful english texts and beautiful and ugly meanings everywhere.
I wish I could get that caught up in my life.
But I think I am too dimbwitted to get caught up in myself. I mean even now, when I've been alone at home for four days, I still can't produce anything of the feelings I have and I am not even sure of what I'm feeling.
Maybe it's because I do have loads of contradicting emotions all the time, stress vs. lazyness, anger vs. spring-feeling etc etc. I can't be filled with one state of mind or something, because I feel different things for different situations.
A scary thing is that my sister once told me that I'll never get anyone close if I can't even open up to her, and even myself.
And I don't know what to do with that.
yet.

I'm a little pea
I love the sky and the trees
I'm a teeny tiny little ant
Checkin' out this and that
I am nothing
Ahhhhh Ahhhhh
So you have nothing to hide

perfect!

yeah so I just made plans with a friend of mine to hang out tomorrow, but before that (and after school) I have to go grocery shopping and tidy up the apartment and shiz.
AND I just got a text from REG SKANE that I have to go and take a shot tomorrow, so I'll miss even more school! seriously what is happening to my life? how did it become this stressful?! how could I allow it to be so full of "things to do"? AND on top of all this horsecrap I have a cold! THIS IS SO GAAH. this is so weird because life usually has a balance to it and now it's just chaos. oh well I just need to get through this and summer is here soon and before I know it, I graduate and I'll be an adult and all grown up and free.
free. psh
I don't think it'll be like that.
I just get another kind of homework and another kind of extra-curricular shiz.
But at least I'll live by myself and have a dog or two. :)

quality-time with anna

my older sister, who I get to beat a bit.
haha beat a bit.
I was like making a move like I was going to hit her and she goes
NO I'M SUCH A PRETTYFACE!
like what?
I love spending time with her, I can just..be.
It's nice, I want to find a person like that, who's not family.
but I do love my family and of course no one can replace them.
so now I'm alone at home but it'll be fine, morning comes sooner than later
and I have to sing tomorrow.
and study.
it will be all jollygood.
:)

Pearl Jam - Jeremy