Stupid boy. Stupid boy.

My cat looks like Sméagol sometimes.

I don't really know what to write about.

This is completely useless, and I feel completely useless, and one of the people I love the most is so in a bad place right now and I can't get her out of there and she won't listen or talk to me.

Me!

I am supposedly an important person in her life but she shuts me out.

I wish I could've been better at shutting people out.

I wanna know what it's like being on the other side of the door, just for once.

But the thing is I know that I feel better when I talk about my problems, and when I let the ones that I love, in.

But this person happens to be really shitty stupid and stubborn, and I wanna help her, but I also wanna slap her.

The thing is though, in these situations, I can only hope that she lets at least someone in, who she can talk to and that she sees that I love her.

This feeling sucks.

Why do relationships consist of doors?

I've always hoped it would be like a big round room.

No corners to hide in.

But then again, privacy is awesome.

I love having my own room.

I will keep banging on her door though, hoping that she will let me in or at least let me talk through the key-hole once in a while.

I have absoluteley no idea what i mean by that exactly and it sounds stupid but yah maybe you get my drift.

My mom just stepped on my cat's tail.

Sweet.